ns (PLKN)

just now ee von sms me.. she say im lucky din go ns.. but i feel lik im bad.. i cant even hv chance 2 go... haiz... vr surprise, yvette n ee von oso same camp!!!! n finally i decided 2 call them wit my mom hp(my mom hp is cheaper)...

ee von n yvette seem lik hate ns... n just now yvette cry... she say she hate... she get scolded by d trainer... haiz... n she say d food terrible... she dun lik... she scare 2 tel her papa... maybe she dun 1 her papa worry gua... haiz... suddenly i feel lucky... cos i dun know wat wil happen 2 me if i go there... she cry vr cham... n suddenly, i oso cry.. dun know y... feel lik im more cham than them... but sometime i feel lucky... cos i know my sick early... although tat day i cry 4 almost 1 day when i know i get high blood pressure, but now ok adi... i suddenly feel im brave... so dun worry me adi, k???

for ee von, she din cry(i know she is brave enough)... she just din lik d guy in d camp... d malay guy who same group wit her... maybe she always friend wit chinese de gua... dun know... but i believe they wil happy after 3 month... hehe... at d time im sure they wil remember d happy time in d camp... i cant hv such a good, unforgetable time in d camp.... i adi lost d happy time n opportunity 2 know more friend...

3 month vr fast de... just lik chu wen... she went 2 canada almost 1 week adi... 2 week seem lik vr long... but 1 week adi over... just lik normal day... i do d same things everyday... nothing special... wake up, eat breakfast, play comp, sms, go hospital, watch tv, shopping, read story book, read newspaper, etc etc etc etc..... boring life....

wat i need 2 do for tomorrow??? i hv no idea... i think is just d same...

i jealous ee von, suhui, yvette.... cos they can go ns n meet new friend.... i jealous chu wen... cos she can go canada... i jealous my cousin... cos she still can study... i jealous my friend who r working now... cos they can work, but i cant...

2moro is a new day.... i dun know wat wil happen...